This is to someone very special to me! You are the love of my life and always will be forever, You have qaulities that no one else i know has. You have the greatest ability to listen to someone, no matter how insane he sounds and still, love him at the end of the day, You have so much love, that you can feed the whole world with it! You are sweet, funny, and anything else that makes a person amazingly special, but one of the things i love best about you best is that you can help me in any situation I am in. Seriously no matter what it is, you are always there! Even now that were apart your still helping me, beyond what anyone else can even think of doing! Its like your here, eventhough your not, I have found myelf because you gave me the strength to believe in myself! I wish you could see me right now, youd be so proud! I am happier than ever and, i dont think i can ever mope again! Hell i havnt said sorry in 3 days, thats a fucking streak worth noticing! Your probably thinking how i could be so different in only 3 days, but I am because, i wanted to change all along, i just needed an extra push and you gave that to me <3! Ill be honest there isn’t a second when your not in my thoughts, but these thoughts are happy, not sad. There thoughts of how happy things will be when were back together, and how happy and suprised youll be to see me, and of all the new things we’ll do. Spontaneous dinners, drives to the beach, even when laying in your bed, ill keep us up talking and having fun. You honeslty have done more for me in 8 months than anyone has done for me in 19 years! I mean that, and ill always love you for it!, Im glad your really happy right now too! Thats all i really want you to be, from deeep down in my heart i mean that! I want you to smile and live! I want you to have your freinds forever! Because now I see it, I can give you so much and I always wanto, but your freinds can give you somethings, that maybe i just cant! Anyways this is getting really long so ill finish up! I am so happy for you right now, and I cant wait to see you when you are found aswell! If our relationship was amazing before, i can only imagine what it will be soon and i cant wait for it! Always be happy Melissa! I love you so much from the bottom of my heart, for all of my days!
Your Christopher <3 8/23/11
